And so the sun rises...

... on a new day in New Republic High School

I took time during the Summer to lick my wounds.  I traveled.  I made great music with people that I love me.   And now I'm back. Rejuvenated.  At least as much as I can be

And... how is it?

I definitely got a better start this year... considering that in September 2017 I was trying to get my year off the ground while simultaneously dealing with a death in the family.  But it's not just that.  My classes this year are easier.  Less resistance.  My upperclassmen are providing much better leadership across the board.

And today?  Today I had the most kick ass band rehearsal in recent memory.  I'm talking dripping-with-sweat-from-the-podium energy.  The kids were tuned in... I was on point.  And the voice in my head that often tells me "You suck at this" was singing as different tune:  "Goddammit, you're good"

Make no mistake, I still feel the scars from last year, and the thought of retirement is lurking in the back of my mind.  I'm working slower than before, and less efficiently...  but no... let's not ruin the moment.

Today was a good day.